No Help Intended
There comes a time where I keep on rejecting people’s assistance because I wanna try to do things on my own for once or twice around here before they offer their assistance or I have to even ask for it. I really don’t need (your) help right now, thank you. I’m just a hopeless, clueless, and complicated guy that makes things difficult. My point is that you shouldn’t look at me and say “Oh you can’t do shit the right way.” Of course not everyone knows what to do at first, but all I ask is that you give me time to figure out how to do certain things. Let me resolve things myself for once. I hate that people are still clinging on my back all fucking scared or some shit trying to make sure I don’t screw up. Aight, I ain’t. I know what I’m doing. Just don’t get all butt hurt trying to help me with this or that. I just want to do things on my own. I wanna learn from my responsibilities without you trying to make it seem stressful for me. Please dude, back the fuck up, and let me do my thing.
Where did I go?
Lately, I stopped caring for doing all the right things. It actually seems like a bad habit for me to do, but all I want to focus on is myself for once. Whatever happened to the nice guy who I really was? Since when did I start pushing people out and away from me? I think I’m coming to a realization that I’m just losing myself for many reasons…